B- Baby in heaven

B- Baby in heaven

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Silence blankets the room,
I see your pale feet,
Hanging,
From a gloved hand-
Silence blankets the room.

Joy washes over me-
9 months of weight,
18 hours of- my God-
Torturous pain,
Relief washes over me, but
Silence blankets the room.

A life- I have carried a life,
A symbol- of my other half,
A sign- we were meant to be,
My baby- I see his feet
But-
Silence blankets the room.

Silence blankets the room,
Seconds turn to minutes,
My baby’s chest-
Doesn’t move,
His voice- goes unheard,
Eyes…
It dawns on me as,
Silence blankets the room.


Towards the end of last year, i did six weeks of obs and gynae shift. I saw Joy, pain and loss. I remember a patient who was in the hospital from 9am to around 7pm who was in labour, with the knowledge that the baby was dead. I can’t even imagine the strength it takes to go through the pain of childbirt, knowing the baby within has no heartbeat. And my sister (also a medical student) saw a similar case, and this time, it was actulaly triplets, To lose three kids all at the same time… For me, these women are survivors.

The beautiful image above is courtesy ofย Pinterest/ Anything will do

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30 thoughts on “B- Baby in heaven

  1. Nothing quite prepares you for dealing with this. There IS usually noise, both during and after the labour. There are usually howls of suffering followed by squeals of joy. But in this process there is suffering (often silent as well) followed by sobs of grief. It IS heartbreaking.

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  2. OH MAN!! My heart aches for those women!! You wrote a beautiful tribute to their pain! I can only imagine how hard that was for you to witness as well, due to your tender heart. But your tender heart is what is going to make you such a wonderful Dr!! <3!

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