What is Love?

What is Love?

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What is this ‘love’?
I dare not ask;
Too many contradictions,
Confusing the mind;
Some say it is hopeless-
Some claim it’s absurd;
A minority musters-
Best feeling in the world;
It’s up to me to judge.

A pair of question marks,
And two hearts are formed;
Is that what love is-
Two becoming one?
Does it precede hurt,
Is it the other way around?
Is love such a feeling
That words cant describe?
It’s up to me to judge…
when the time comes…

Cry For Help

Cry For Help

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It’s closing in
The walls; they’re coming down
On me
I’m freaking out
Inside; but they can’t hear
A thing
I’m trying hard
Not to sink, but floating
Isn’t my thing
I’m losing faith
Save me; I can’t save
My skin
Hear my cry
For help; set me free
From this
I’m losing grip
Fading into the blur-
That tirelessly wants me
It’s closing in
Hear my cry for help
Save me free.

Flawed Emotions

Flawed Emotions

 

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I am supposed to write about how I feel
When I don’t fully understand how that feels

I feel angry… I feel sad
I feel high… Unsatisfied
I feel hopeful… On the wary side
about the future… Yet looking forward to it

I’m scared of being alone
Petrified of being in love
What if love ends? And we’re just
A pair of couple in despair

I’m scared that I am crazy
I’m scared that I am scarred
I’m scared of being too scared
Or damaged beyond repair

I love way too hard
For way too long…
But I never tell a soul
I love in silence, that’s my flaw

And oomf…
He makes me angry
He makes me burn
He fills me with ‘such’ feelings
But He will never know