Still Here-

Still Here-

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There are days when even I can’t grasp the infinite thoughts floating in my head. I reach out for one but it slips, and on it goes… It is a confusing process really. Those are the days when I spend 24 hours in my pajamas, when I turn on all the bulbs in the house, open up the windows, in the hopes that maybe, just maybe, the light seeping in would lend some of its rays to my head because it had to be dark in there- I couldn’t understand a thing, couldn’t process my thoughts.

I go to my trusted friend coffee, because well, you can’t go wrong with caffeine right? Wrong… And that’s when confusion gives birth to irritation. An irritable mood whose two cures fail me miserably- coffee which refuses to stimulate my nerves to release those endorphins and sleep, which is no where to be found.

There are days when I didn’t think I’d make it, there would be days when I will think I won’t make it… But I will. I’m still here aren’t I? 

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18 thoughts on “Still Here-

  1. I do know that kind of feeling, I must have felt that way some years ago because I remember a short poem I’ve written somewhere sharing the same kind of feeling… Even the participation of coffee was there too. Somehow, people who blog dont just blog for the heck of it… We are somehow similar types of people molded into different patterns, born in different yrs, placed in different continents, but people relate to your feelings bcz you somehow reflect what everyone else sometimes feels…
    Thanks for sharing such an honest post… Hang in there. You are a strong person… You are still definitely here.🌹🌹

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