3 years-

3 years-

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The fault was never yours in the first place. You never asked me to fall, yet I did. You never promised me a large floating bouncing ball which would break my fall, I just always hoped your love would. I was wrong. But don’t worry, it’s not your fault. Maybe, I miscalculated, misinterpreted.

I never knew how strong I was till it was time to set the clock of our love, my love, to a stop. I thought my world would come crashing when I saw the word “baby”, referring to someone who isnt… Me. Well, my world spiraled a bit but it’s still as strong as ever. I spent 3 years on you, not any more. I spent 3 years on the fictional world I created of us, don’t ask if I regret It.

No, I’m not broken, Just a bit down at the moment. I know I deserve better and we were never right from the start. But I thought, it wouldn’t matter…
Anyway, it’s time… it’s time to put three years worth of practice, to show that love to the one who deserves it first of all- the face I see staring back from the mirror.
    

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39 thoughts on “3 years-

  1. How sad, Ameena – I don’t know if this is a work of fiction; regardless, I wish the speaker love and light, and I’m glad to see that the speaker saw the positive coming out of all this – the need to love ourselves first before we love others. Take care, my dear. ❤

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    1. I’ll say it’s a little bit of both. Fiction and non fic. Thank you very much for this wonderful comment Annie. I am sorry, only just realised I havent replied to the Comment.

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  2. I sense a touch of reality in this heart-wrenching piece. And even of it’s purely fictional, it speaks to the reader..sheer emotional connect.
    I wish you all the light in this world and I hope your life is filled with positivity. This piece spells self-discovery and even though we are miles apart and unknown to each other, you have a friend in me, Ameena. Stay beautiful. Love.

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  3. Beautiful lines, enjoyed reading this, reminded of someone but then at the end i was like, thanks they left i found that better which i deserved 🙂 – Cezane

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    1. Haha, here is the comment 😄. I have been good. I left a bit shortly after you did. Posted only five times in April. Hoping to settle down by the end of the week. Great to see you back again 😄

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